What's a hopinnin' hatsstuff?

my life has been pretty hectic lately.

school as been streeeeesssffulllllll.

and violin stuff is stressful

and my dog ate chocolate, so that's stressful

(chocolate is toxic to dogs, in case you were not aware)

but putting all of that aside, i am pretty content.

since i'm using this as a way to procrastinate, i guess this will be a short post, but more christmas posts will be coming soon ^_^

love, hannah

xoxo

P.S. i got new running shoes because one of my new years resolution is to get fit... so i decided i would start now. gaaah. wish me luck >.<

December!

24 DAYS UNTIL CHRISTMAS

i was really looking forward to doing a thanksgiving post to write about how thankful i am for all  my family and friends and other amazing things going on in my life.

but since thanksgiving is past and it is now December first, i'll just move on...

i'm so happy it's christmas time.
i have slowly begun the process of decorating my house...
and i bought sweaters!
AND I CAN LISTEN TO CHRISTMAS MUSIC WITHOUT PEOPLE BOTHERING ME :D

also, it's finally cold in florida!

it actually feels like winter kind of... but it's going to be 81 in like four days, so i'm enjoying this while it lasts.

considering i have a lot of homework,  this won't be a long post. but i felt the need to post.

pictures of my tiny christmas tree will be coming soon.

:) 

lover, Hannah

xoxo

P.S. Listen to She & Him's christmas album. trust me, it's worth it.

Manchester Orchestra Concert

Tuesday night I saw Manchester orchestra, one of my favorite bands. It was such an amazing concert. I was able to meet everyone in the band except Andy hull :) I was able to get a drumstick that the drummer used, which was pretty awesome.


It was pretty much one of the best nights ever. :)

Love, Hannah
xoxo

procrastination

i'm trying to avoid doing the copious amount of homework that awaits me...

so I shall inform you that I am in love with She & Him's Christmas album. 

i'm so excited for christmas. I made my christmas *wishlist* last night. 

I probably won't get anything on that list..

I think I put Cillian Murphy and prettier hands on my list.

Procrastination Mode: Deactivated. 

love, Hannah

xoxo

i miss my long hair :(

i miss blogging

i miss sleeping all day during summer

i miss being five years old

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i love my short hair
i love my new pugs 

i love my best friend rachel

i love fall 

i love good music 

i love being able to come back to my blog and write about whatever i wish

i love that i actually have plans with actual people for thanksgiving break.

these next two weeks better go by fast, please.

love, Hannah 

xoxo

This is one blog post that i'm not going to advertise on facebook.
This is for anyone who just happens to stumble upon it.


I shouldn't have done what I did.

I'm sorry. 

"To create is to destroy"

I'm sorry I haven't posted in awhile, I've been super busy with school :(

So how's y'all lives been...?

I've been pretty good lately actually...

I got my homecoming dress, my "Wreck this Journal", my best friend just left my house, and I saw "The Help" last night:)

My biggest issues right now are boy problems, and I'd rather have boy problems than any other types of problems... but that's just me.

SOOO I got this super awesome book called "Wreck this journal". I've wanted one so badly.  Basically the deal with them is that each page has a different "task" or "project" and you decorate or do whatever the page says to do. You bring the book with you EVERYWHERE. The point of the book is so that you can learn that you don't need to have everything perfect, sometimes in order to make something beautiful you need to destroy it. ;)

http://www.wreckthisjournal.com/

Best thirteen dollars I have ever spent. :)

love, Hannah

xoxo

lalalalallala

So i'm really bored and i'm grounded so i guess i might as well make a blog post.

A week ago I wrote a letter to my future husband. So once I'm married I shall give him the letters and he can get a peek into my teenage mind.

I'm kind of worried though, if I end up marrying someone I know now. That's going to be extremely awkward when he reads it and is like, "so THAT was what was goin' on, eh?"

I think unicorn gifs are so magical, you don't even understand.

aghhh i want a boyfriend.

CAN CILLIAN MURPHY BE MY BOYFRIEND???

that would make me very happy and i don't even care about the fact that he is 15 years older than me and married. ;)

love, Hannah xoxo

I don't want to go back to school

uhhh this summer has been so amazing

and i feel like it's been so short

and i never ever want to go back to school

may i please just sleep this whole year? that sounds fabulous.

but in all seriousness, i bought my back pack yesterday and new shoes, and shirts, and pants.

usually i get kind of excited to see everybody again, but this year i'm kind of not...

no offense if you go to my school, it's not like i hate you or anything. lollllz

soo i think i'm going to write a haiku about how I really don't want to go back to school.

School: The Haiku

Don't make me go back

School is annoying and sucks

You want me to die.

the end.

love, Hannah

xoxo

Home Sweet Home

The past month of my life has been spent in Ohio

The trip was extremely fun and I love the time spent with my family,

but I missed my bed :p

So rachel came over yesterday and today we had a hippie-ism day today :D

We gave ourselves henna tattoos,

tie dyed shirts,

dip dyed our hair,

finger painted,

and drew with chalk on the sidewalk.

I honestly had no clue how I survived without rachel for  a month D:

 -but it's good to be back :)

Love, Hannah

xoxo

P.S. tomorrow I'm going to sea world :D

 

Your face

Sometimes I'll look at someone's face I've seen a million times before

and it will look brand new to me.

Often I look at people but I don't actually see them.

I notice things about them that I didn't before.

They look completely foreign.

it's the weirdest thing ever.

 then I start to wonder who the hell the are.

Seriously, how does god or whoever you believe in, stick us with the people we spend our lives with.

How did he choose our mother, father, sisters, brothers.

It's so random. 

And then I'll just sit there staring at one of my friends or family members, just trying to dissect their face to understand it.

And then one day,

I'll look at them again 

and their face will look completely different than I thought.

love, Hannah

P.S. This was really hard to put into words.

P.S.S.  This was the worst evening ever, I hope yours was better.

xoxo

Sometimes there are no words to express your mind

Half of the time, my brain is just a jumbled mess.

My thoughts run into each other, like in a painting. The wet paint drips together eventually just mixing into once big mess.

honestly, it's not a bad thing.

it's not a bad mess, it's just a jumble of thoughts.

and because my mind is such a huge mess, 

I can't even get my thoughts straight. 

-Not that this is a big issue or anything...

Anywho,

i changed my layout on my blog. 

I think it looks nice, I hope you think so too :)

love, Hannah

xoxo

P.S.  This is kind of a filler blog post because I don't know what else to say.

Mischief Managed

I'm literally bawling my eyes out.

Everything is Harry Potter.

I need some form of AA rehabilitation only instead of being addicted to alcohol, for getting over my depression over the end of Harry Potter.

let's go. 

The End is Here

In 4 hours and 53 minutes,

I will be watching harry potter and the deathly hallows.

It's bittersweet.

I want to see how this movie turns out, but I don't want Harry Potter to be over.

So I guess I'll just need to re read the books.
and re watch the movies. 
and cry myself to sleep.


I'm going to go get ready. 

love, hannah

xoxo

P.S. IS ANYONE ELSE SEEING IT TONIGHT???? AHJFHGDJK

SO PUMPED.

My Harry Potter Story

I was in third grade when I first started reading Harry potter.

We had silent reading time one afternoon and I was in need of a book, so I picked up Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone. 

That day... I fell in love.

I had already watched the movies, but when you read the books, that's when you develop a relationship with the characters.

Since that day in third grade, I have read, and re read all of those books.

They became an obsession.

Alot of people don't understand what's so interesting about Harry Potter. 

and I don't think I can explain it.

I don't know what,  but there's something addicting about Harry Potter.

His adventures, you want them to become your own. 

He's like an old friend that I shared my child hood with basically.

anywho, today i was watching the UK premiere and crying my eyes out. (my mother wasn't home, thank the lord)

I honestly don't know what I will do without Harry Potter.

When the books were over, I was always thinking, "Atleast I still have the movies!"

But now, the movies will be done. 

What is the meaning of my life???

I know that Pottermore will be out soon, but it's not the same.

But I guess I'll just need to reread the books FOR THE MILLIONTH time. and try not to get too depressed.

Harry Potter will forever and always be in my heart :')

uh... I dance like this...

Emma's dress was beautiful. and Dan and Rupert?? <3 <3 <3 love.

love,Hannah

xoxo

P.S. There will be atleast two more Harry Potter related blogs. just as an FYI.

P.S.S. if you see my twitter... there are probably over 50 tweets about the Premiere. 

10 things that make me happy

1. When someone goes out of their way to be nice.

2. When my mother lets me drive the car and doesn't yell that I'm going to kill her.

3. When I realize that I dyed the ends of my hair blue in pursuits of being a mermaid. :)

4. Finding new music that sounds like angels singing.

5. Eating frozen yogurt more than twice a week. 

6. Dreaming about things that will most likely never happen... 

7. Summer Vacation.

8. Harry Potter. point blank.

9. When I get into uncontrollable fits of laughter.

10.  YOU.

10 1/2. Sparklers. I'm excited for those tomorrow :)

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Hello world.

Tomorrow's the fourth of July.... 

I leave for Ohio then Tuesday. 

I feel a little under the weather. 

It'll pass though, I hope.

I should probably go to sleep soon. 

I am going to sleep now.

:)

Love, Hannah 

xoxo

 

  

I never want summer to end.

This summer, intially I haven't had any plans.

No camps or vacations...

except for a month in Ohio... but I mean, it's OHIO we're talkin' about here. ;D

But Surprisingly, this summer has been pretty great so far.

I've had a friend over almost everyday.

I got passes to Wet n Wild.

I've gone to the beach..

The joys of living in Florida. :)

Oh, and Rachel and I had a harry potter marathon on a couple days ago :D 

 Then tuesday I leave for I month to go to Ohio.

exciting, I know.

I should go clean my room. Alina's coming over later :)

   

love, Hannah

xoxo 

P.S. I feel better, I've been feeling sad.. But it's getting better :) 

Thinking

Sometimes when I have long periods of nothing to do I think

I think about what could happen to me.

 in irrational situations.

The sky could fall. 

I could get eaten by a whale. 

my arms would fall apart once the glue that holds me together breaks.

my feet could stop working

i could become an ant

     i could be a mermaid

i could fly.

and then my brain starts to hurt

and I am forced to stop.

The end.

love, Hannah

xoxo

........... :)..........

I like to sleep.

 bye :) 

lalalalaalallalaalaaaalalaaa

Wanna know what makes me happy?

Like REALLY REALLY REALLY HAPPY???

the kind of happy where I grin stupidly to myself??

The kind of happy where I'm genuinely happy??

  

Sleeping in

Playing my violin

petting my hair when it's really soft

blasting my music super loud in my room and dancing like an idiot

  eating watermelon with a spoon

blogggggging :D:D:D

cuddlin and shnugggglin

  FROZEN YOGURT

when my mommy gives me a ginormous hug

watching movies/ reading books   I used to love as a little kid

 

 and looking on the brightside of things.

Optimism is much better and fulfilling than pessimism.

:)

Love, Hannah

xoxo  

Over 1000 Views :D

So this is really nerdy of me to be excited,

But I have over 1,100 views on here.

I know it doesn't seem like alot and most of the views are from people who look at posts alot...

But it made my night better.

I no longer feel like crying...

Just throwing up. :)

love, hannah

xoxo

I'm going to go cry in my room now.

I'm one of those people that try to be happy and optimistic 99% of the time.

But sadly,

i'm in one of those moods where my brain is going insane.

I feel like crying, for absolutely no reason at all.

My best friend is leaving me tomorrow and I won't see her for two months.

I have seperation anxiety.

Harry Potter ends in a month and two days.

I get so upset whenever I see finish a book or movie I really love,

I know that my life will never, ever not be as exciting as Harry Potter's, Alaska's, or Jack Sparrow's.

and that makes me upset.

I don't want to live my life so that nothing is ever significant.

What is the point of every action I make?

When will I see when the action that I made is in the larger scheme of things?

and then I get upset because I don't have the answer to any of these things.

Why is the sky blue?

Why is the grass green?

...The sun bronze?

...Water wet?

Yet I don't have answers to any of these questions.

hopefully I'll feel better in the morning.

Love, Hannah

xoxo

   

Say Hello......... to Summer

Yesterday was my last day of my Freshman year of Highschool.

I cannot express how relieved I am to be out of the horrid place.
Those people get on my nerves.

Ick.

Summer is my much needed break.

Today was my first day, of this much needed break.

hah. 
I've missed staying up late,
and sleeping in.
 Going to the beach everyday for a week,
and spending the whole day in my jammy's watching movies.
This summer is going to be rad.
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My first day of vacation was extremely eventful.

I rescued a turtle with my two Rachels.

 Stepped in mud that was up to my knees.

Touched a horsey.

AND GOT TO SLEEP IN 'TILL 9:30 :D:D:D:D

I'm a very happy girl.

Love Always,

Hannah

xoxo

P.S. AND tomorrow my bestest fwiend Maggie is coming over and I get to be a mermaid with her!!!! <3 

    

Dear Summer,

Please be amazing.

Please be absolutely unforgettable. 

Please give me some sort or form of adventure.

That would be fantastic.

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This summer I really don't have much planned...

But my best friend and I plan to dye part of our hair teal....

Learn to surf...

and I'll practice violin like a mad woman.

It's going to be rad. :)

  

Long Time No Blog

It's been an Extremely long time since I last posted on here.

:(

I miss blogspot.

And so much has happened since I last posted on here....

my sisters, got their first communion.

I took my first AP exam.

I have less than a week (School days...) of my Freshman year in highschool left.

I cut  my bangs straight... 

& I started to grow them out again.   

So....

I'm back!!!!!

I shall keep you posted and entertained all summer long ^_^

Love, Hannah

 It's all good :)

Mermaid Adventures

Right now I'm in HEAVEN.

I am literally tasting freedom.

-I love spring break.
I'm only three days in and I've already had some of the best days ever. 

These are some pictures from my days:  

I spent the weekend with my best friend at the beach, we got Henna tattoos, looked for cute boys, and got tan<3
Oh, and we found my mermaid cave :D
So far, this spring break has been the best.
I can't wait to see what the rest has in store.

I'll keep you all updated ;)

Love, Hannah

P.S. I took all of these photos. Enjoy!

xoxo

Permanent High

Lately I have been in the Best Mood Ever.

Seriously, nothing can bring me down. I love this.

I got to spend last weekend with my best friend, who I absolutely adore.

I was able to walk home with the coolest kid ever today.

It has been beautiful outside.

AND TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY BEFORE SPRING BREAK.

Don't even try telling me that this isn't worth being happy about.

I think I've been this happy though, because I've finally accepted that some things are that way for a reason.

You just need to look past it and everthing will work itself out.

:D

Gaaaaah, I feel so good right now. 

Tomorrow will feel even better.

And Friday will be the best.

I am so thankful for everything and everyone in my life.. And I'm happy that it's the way it is,

-Finally. 

Love, Hannah

xoxo

 

   

Giving up

For lent I gave up being mean to people. 

i did this in hope of making myself become a nicer person.

I envy people who are so selfless and just go out of their way to do random acts of kindness.

I want to be that kind of person.

-not the kind of person that is so rude that it makes you want to go home and kill yourself.

those kind of people suck all the fun/good/life out of life. 

So far i think i haven't done badly.. but i have done well either.

humph..

sorry i've been kinda MIA. 

this was short

bye<3 <3 <3

love, hannah

xoxo

 

For the sake of humanity

"That’s always seemed so ridiculous to me, that people would want to be around someone because they’re pretty. It’s like picking your breakfast cereals based on color instead of taste."

Life would be so much easier if people paid no attention to appearances.   

It gets extremely aggravating when people say they "like" you just because they think you're attractive. It's so pointless. Somebody could be as hot as Megan Fox but if they have a terrible personality and kick puppies, the relationship isn't going to last.

Personally, I think we should all wear paper bags on our heads. Then nobody would need to obsess about how hot somebody is. Serrrrriously folks, get to know somebody before deciding you want to have children with them.

I am so sick of shallow people.

Not that I'm not shallow myself... but this is getting to be too much. 

this is why i am not going to date anyone until i meet my nice ginger british man who plays guitar and cello<3 

It's so awful that boys call girls ugly and then that girl will have it stuck in her brain that she's ugly. She could have the face of a pig but have a golden soul (cheesy i know) but it wouldn't matter.

This world is so screwed up.

try not to pay that much attention to looks anymore.. please.

-for the sake of humanity. 

love, Hannah

xoxo

When I grow up.

I live in florida. 

For ten months out of the year it is humid, and so hot that you don't even like you can move. 

yuck.

oh, and the other two months, our "winter"... It does infact get cold. REALLY cold actually. 

but we don't get snow out of it,

-all i get is a frozen butt while waiting for the bus.

I want to move away.

So place far, far, FARRRR away. 

where the seasons actually change,

and where every house doesn't look EXACTLY the same.

I want to live someplace where there's an adventure around every corner. 

someplace that isn't as boring as...

as a foot. (?)

As soon as I turn eighteen  I'm moving to New York. After I graduate I'm traveling the world.

I promise you.

*sigh* this is all i have time to rant about today .

peace out h0m3sl!c3 <3

 Love, Hannah 

xoxo

People..

"The people who we have in our lives make us the way we are"

-my mother

You know those moments where you're saying "I would be 986464 times better off if I had never met/dated/became bff's with ____________"? 

 I have those moments too too too often.

Honestly though, i think I would be a completely different person if you would take those certain people out of my life.

Maybe I would be happier at the moment.

Maybe I would be more immature.

Maybe I would be "normal"

I think that  everything happens for a reason.. 

there's a reason why certain relationships grow apart, (i hope)

 

 

ermaferb. that's all my brain can take for today. 

Love, Hannah

xoxo

P.S. I got new pieces to work on with violin, THANK THE LORD! <3

Before I die...

It's half way through the school year,

2 months in 2011..

Pretty soon, I'll be an old woman with gray hair and hands with more wrinkles than an elephant.

The song "Ten Things" by: Paul Baribeau (posted at the top) has inspired me...

I shall make a list of ten things and see if I can finish them by the end of 2011.

(i have an actual bucket list with like 5959708905 things, but this should be more enjoyable for you:D)

1. Learn to play another instrument, (ie, trombone, banjo, guitar...)
2. Go on the most amazing adventure ever.
3. Stop complaining.
4. Get 1,000 views on here<3 
5. Get a pet :D
6. Make a bonfire
7. Go for a ride in a hot air balloon.
8. Write letters to my grandmother.
9. Learn to surf
10. Become the best hippie ever
11. Donate my hair to locks of love (you may need to give me two years for that one though..)

i added one... i am sucha  rebel. 

If you wish, post a comment of ten things you would like to do before you die.. or before next year when we all die because of 2012. HA. just kidding

Here are the lyrics to "Ten Things"

 

name ten things you wanna do before you die and then go do them.
name ten places you really wanna be before you die and then go to them
name ten books you wanna read before you die and then go read them
name ten songs you wanna hear again before you die, get all of your friends together and scream them

because right now all you have is time time time yeah,
but someday that time will run out.
that's the only thing you can be absolutely certain about.

think of all the things that are wrong with your life and then fix them
think of all the things that you love about your life, be thankful you are blessed with them
think of all the things that hold you back and realize that you don't need them
think of all the mistakes you have made in your life, make sure that you never repeat them

because right now all you have is time time time yeah,
but someday that time will run out.
that's the only thing you can be absolutely certain about.

name ten thousand reasons why you never wanna die, go and tell someone who might've forgotten
try to list the endless reasons why it's good to be alive, and then just smile for awhile about them

soon the sun will rise and another day will come
soon enough the sun will set, another day will be gone

and right now all you have is time time time yeah,
but someday that time will run out.
that's the only thing you can be absolutely certain about. 

 

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love,hannah

xoxo

Love filled Days.

Valentines Day is pointless when you're alone.

but there's no one I want to be with.. so i guess it's supposed to be this way.. :-) 

Single awareness day.

national creep on your crush day. 

ehh.

^^ my FRENCH valentine card my best freaking friend made me! <3

...I do have alot of love in my life.

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I love my family. 

I love my friends.

I love my music.

i love my sisters.

I love the sun.

I love coffee.

i love hedgehogs.

I love forts.

       I love going on adventures.

 I love hugs & kisses.

I love saying,

"I LOVE YOU".

"You are my sunshine" by: copeland

I hope you had a wonderful Valentines day<3 (:

Love, Hannah

xoxo