I'm going to go cry in my room now.

I'm one of those people that try to be happy and optimistic 99% of the time.

But sadly,

i'm in one of those moods where my brain is going insane.

I feel like crying, for absolutely no reason at all.

My best friend is leaving me tomorrow and I won't see her for two months.

I have seperation anxiety.

Harry Potter ends in a month and two days.

I get so upset whenever I see finish a book or movie I really love,

I know that my life will never, ever not be as exciting as Harry Potter's, Alaska's, or Jack Sparrow's.

and that makes me upset.

I don't want to live my life so that nothing is ever significant.

What is the point of every action I make?

When will I see when the action that I made is in the larger scheme of things?

and then I get upset because I don't have the answer to any of these things.

Why is the sky blue?

Why is the grass green?

...The sun bronze?

...Water wet?

Yet I don't have answers to any of these questions.

hopefully I'll feel better in the morning.

Love, Hannah

xoxo