When I grow up.

I live in florida. 

For ten months out of the year it is humid, and so hot that you don't even like you can move. 

yuck.

oh, and the other two months, our "winter"... It does infact get cold. REALLY cold actually. 

but we don't get snow out of it,

-all i get is a frozen butt while waiting for the bus.

I want to move away.

So place far, far, FARRRR away. 

where the seasons actually change,

and where every house doesn't look EXACTLY the same.

I want to live someplace where there's an adventure around every corner. 

someplace that isn't as boring as...

as a foot. (?)

As soon as I turn eighteen  I'm moving to New York. After I graduate I'm traveling the world.

I promise you.

*sigh* this is all i have time to rant about today .

peace out h0m3sl!c3 <3

 Love, Hannah 

xoxo

People..

"The people who we have in our lives make us the way we are"

-my mother

You know those moments where you're saying "I would be 986464 times better off if I had never met/dated/became bff's with ____________"? 

 I have those moments too too too often.

Honestly though, i think I would be a completely different person if you would take those certain people out of my life.

Maybe I would be happier at the moment.

Maybe I would be more immature.

Maybe I would be "normal"

I think that  everything happens for a reason.. 

there's a reason why certain relationships grow apart, (i hope)

 

 

ermaferb. that's all my brain can take for today. 

Love, Hannah

xoxo

P.S. I got new pieces to work on with violin, THANK THE LORD! <3

Before I die...

It's half way through the school year,

2 months in 2011..

Pretty soon, I'll be an old woman with gray hair and hands with more wrinkles than an elephant.

The song "Ten Things" by: Paul Baribeau (posted at the top) has inspired me...

I shall make a list of ten things and see if I can finish them by the end of 2011.

(i have an actual bucket list with like 5959708905 things, but this should be more enjoyable for you:D)

1. Learn to play another instrument, (ie, trombone, banjo, guitar...)
2. Go on the most amazing adventure ever.
3. Stop complaining.
4. Get 1,000 views on here<3 
5. Get a pet :D
6. Make a bonfire
7. Go for a ride in a hot air balloon.
8. Write letters to my grandmother.
9. Learn to surf
10. Become the best hippie ever
11. Donate my hair to locks of love (you may need to give me two years for that one though..)

i added one... i am sucha  rebel. 

If you wish, post a comment of ten things you would like to do before you die.. or before next year when we all die because of 2012. HA. just kidding

Here are the lyrics to "Ten Things"

 

name ten things you wanna do before you die and then go do them.
name ten places you really wanna be before you die and then go to them
name ten books you wanna read before you die and then go read them
name ten songs you wanna hear again before you die, get all of your friends together and scream them

because right now all you have is time time time yeah,
but someday that time will run out.
that's the only thing you can be absolutely certain about.

think of all the things that are wrong with your life and then fix them
think of all the things that you love about your life, be thankful you are blessed with them
think of all the things that hold you back and realize that you don't need them
think of all the mistakes you have made in your life, make sure that you never repeat them

because right now all you have is time time time yeah,
but someday that time will run out.
that's the only thing you can be absolutely certain about.

name ten thousand reasons why you never wanna die, go and tell someone who might've forgotten
try to list the endless reasons why it's good to be alive, and then just smile for awhile about them

soon the sun will rise and another day will come
soon enough the sun will set, another day will be gone

and right now all you have is time time time yeah,
but someday that time will run out.
that's the only thing you can be absolutely certain about. 

 

---

love,hannah

xoxo

Love filled Days.

Valentines Day is pointless when you're alone.

but there's no one I want to be with.. so i guess it's supposed to be this way.. :-) 

Single awareness day.

national creep on your crush day. 

ehh.

^^ my FRENCH valentine card my best freaking friend made me! <3

...I do have alot of love in my life.

---

I love my family. 

I love my friends.

I love my music.

i love my sisters.

I love the sun.

I love coffee.

i love hedgehogs.

I love forts.

       I love going on adventures.

 I love hugs & kisses.

I love saying,

"I LOVE YOU".

"You are my sunshine" by: copeland

I hope you had a wonderful Valentines day<3 (:

Love, Hannah

xoxo

Songs about love.

Tomorrow's Valentines Day.

I wish a had a valentine,

the boy kind.

I really like love songs. 

("The First Day of My Life" By: Bright eyes)

 

("Anyone Else But You" By: The Moldy Peaches)

("To Be Alone With you" By: Stufjan Stevens) 

("Young Folks" By: Peter Bjorn and John)

---

Valentines Day, 

is probably one of my favorite movies.

It's adorable. <3 

---

ERMAFERRRRRB!

I really really really really really want a valentine.

that is decent

and not creepy.

meh. 

 i'm making my valentines now:D

I LOVE YOU.

Love, Hannah

xoxo 

Pretty words.

 Some people just have a way  with words..

Words can be such pretty things.

Serendipity, "coming across fortune by accident" is probably my favorite word.

Epiphany, those change your life &that's beautiful. 

Magnanimous, someone who is extremely beautiful. 

petrichor , the smell of the earth after rain. 

Susurrus, a whisper.

I love letters.

the old fashioned kind.

the ones with envelopes, and addresses, and return addresses, and stamps.

catch you on the flip side.

Love, Hannah

xoxo 

Rainy Bad Days.

I know God will not give me anything I cannot handle. I just wish that He did not trust me so much.
- Mother Teresa.

Today has been one of the worst days I have had in a long, long, LONG time.

I really want to a good hug/snuggle/cry- all of those things at once.

wait, no, I also want to sleep so that too.

ha ha...

 "Banana Pancakes" is my official "I've had a crap day and I need to feel better" song.

-seriously.

---

People piss me off. 

This is probably super boring to read.

i'm gonna go play my ukulele.

bye. 

love, Hannah

xoxo

 

 

Growing up.

Within these past seven months or so I've matured..

I'm pretty sure fourteen years or so of maturity was crammed into my brain during those months.

...High school is probably the main cause.

Since August I have...

• "misplaced" my greatest and strongest friendship.. ( I say 'misplaced' because I think lost is too harsh of a word. I have hope that we will rekindle the friendship)
• learned to depend more on my self, and less on my friends. This doesn't mean that I don't have friends, it just means I do things more my way, without getting approval from other people. It's kind of an awesome feeling.
• Rediscovered my passion for music. Which is also almost an unexplainable feeling. It feels like 67 billion happy bunnies smiling in my soul :D
• realized that it's not cute to be loud & obnoxious. -trust me, some people need to learn how to take a chill pill. If they need some, I have plenty. 

and Lastly,

• I've learned that things change, whether you like it or not.

That is all.
-love, hannah
xoxo

P.S. The kooks are the best. The End.

Bye.

Say hello to Lionel.

Hello Starshine.

This is my fine wooden companion, Lionel. <3

I can only play three songs on him, and barely can strum, but I'm gettin' there! :D
So far I can play;

"1234" By: Feist

"5 Years Time" By: Noah and the Whale

and 

"You are my sunshine"

I am so super happy :D ha ha. I love him!

-----

Anywhoo,

I got a superior on my solo & ensemble performance. 

So that's good, except I got a "B" on technique. 

WTF. 

The judge had eyes the size of grapefruits. That sketches me out, ferreal.

You know what band I've been lovin' lately?? Local Natives<3 I'm adddddiiiiicccttteeeeddd. 

mmm, they are so good.

 I think that is all I have to say for today.

errp,

love,hannah

xoxo 

Tell me 'bout the days when you were fourteen.

Today I went to the music store.

I bought a ukulele. :D

it's pretty amazing.

 ---

I also had solo and ensemble, it was... 

decent, for a kinder word.

ha ha.

Isn't this picture ^^ adorable?

I wonder if I did that during school if people would think I'm weird. 

err, weirder than I already am. 

----

You know what movie was a dissapointment? Taking Woodstock. 

I was expecting it to be a wonderful, trippy piece of art. But NOOOOOO. I had to skip though about 7/9's of it. not cool -.-

any who, I'm beat. I still have a poop load of homework.

*purr&meow*

love, Hannah

xoxo

An Ode To Mustache: A poem

An Ode To Mustache: A poem

By: Hannah A. 

 If I had a mustache

I would be as happy as can be

for a mustache is a pleasure 

for the eye to see.

If I had a mustache

I would be powerful and strong

with my upper lip accessory,

I could do no wrong!

If I had a mustache

I would gloat all around

until all of the bare-lipped frowned.

If I had a mustache

I could be the mayor and say,

"To jail, all of you naysayer's!"

If I had a mustache 

I would be a tester

throwing out jokes left and right

since I'd be a jester.

If I had a mustache

I would be quite dignified

since all of my grown up traits would be magnified.

If I had a mustache

I would carry a comb in my back pocket,

I'd trim it every month,

keeping the hair in a locket.

If I had a mustache

the ends would pop and curl,

accenting my teeth, the color of a rare, ivory pearl.

If I had a mustache 

people would start to whisper

and my mustache would droop,

leaving me not very chipper.

If I had a mustache 

the space occupied would begin to simmer,

and my gaze would  turn towards the trimmers.

If I had a mustache

I would shave it all off,

"FREE AT LAST", I scoff.

If only I only had a mustache,

I would no longer be a girl

and quite often feel ill

and HURL!

 

This is my sweeeet poem I wrote during free write in english today. isn't it awesome? xD

lot's of lurrrve,

hannah

xoxo 

Hippie-isms.

Hippie- also hip·py   n., pl., -pies.
A person who opposes and rejects many of the conventional standards and customs of society, especially one who advocates extreme liberalism in sociopolitical attitudes and lifestyles.

Hippie-isms n, pl.  someone who has habits or acts of a hippie. 

me being a hippie.

 

this is the epitome of a hippie. <3

Do you see the resemblance between us?

HA.

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My goal in life is to become a hippie.

 

 

I have many, many, MANY hippie-isms-----

• I'm addicted to my toms. and walking  barefoot
• I enjoy giving random sad people hugs.
• acting like a cat.
• connecting with nature ;)
• and being the hipster i am xD
• and listening to they beatles, the trip me out <3
• and going on adventures and exploring the world out there, that's the best.

but seriously, i do love hippies. They're amazing.

<3 yum.

peace 

love, hannah 

xoxo

I like the way that you walk. I like the way that you talk.

I've found it. The most scrumptious song ever. <3 

ha. I WIN.

It's not a love story. It's a story about love.

(500) Days of Summer. 

It's my favorite.

I love Zooey Deschanel. She makes me happy. 

You know what also makes me happy? the wombats.

I'm also in love with this man right here ^^ so if you ever see him walking down the street...

grab him.

mail him to me.

then you can come to our wedding.

<3

snuggles.

love, hannah

xoxo

The month of love?

Love is such a weird thing. It plays mind tricks on you. It confuses people. 

People like me.

people like you. 

you can't hide.

• There's unconditional love, the kind of love you're parents and family members are stuck  to uphold.
• Lust which makes you THINK you're in love, when you're not. So it's dumb.  unless your lust turns into love. but it won't. BECAUSE LUST IS NOT LOVE.

            and lastly...

• i'minlovewithyousomuchthatidon'tevencarewhenyou'restinkyfromnotshoweringandlooklikeanalbinomonkey. that kind of love is strong. most people find it once in their lifetime. if they're lucky.

This month I want to figure out what love is... or to atleast somewhat get an understanding of what it means/is.

meh, love is overrated. but that's what this month's posts will be about perhaps. HA.

I did find a new love though.

*drum roll* 

THE UKEULELE!!

-i can't wait to get my own.

I also love gingers. and british men. yum<3

 What do you love, who do you love, why do you love?

Peace out lovey. 

love, hannah.

xoxo